Break me cuz I'm just not used to digging through my idols graves. I'm starting to think this isn't all that it's cracked up to be. I feel like my ideas have lost their glow somehow. .
PS this was taken on the plane 😹
It's 11:30 pm. I need to shower and feed my rabbits but I'm already in bed and I kind of just want to stay here and cry???? Like idk, Im not particularly sad but sometimes you just feel like you should cry. Like it feels good to be sad because you feel secure and safe? Idk this probably makes no sense
Also, Ray is so cute here
I feel like Ray had problems to but just preferred to keep them quiet. It truly think that there's no way he could be around all the darkness and the other guys and still be completely fine. He watched Gerard and Mikey destroy themselves and he watched Frank deteriorate and then come back over and over again. I'm not saying that he got some sick satisfaction out of it, but I think he had to have had some kind of distraction. Maybe it could be his dedication to producing the bands music? Maybe he had his own problems to deal with? Idk but I know there's a lot more to Ray Toro than meets the eye
This gorgeous little family is getting married today! It's going to be so beautiful.
I had a dream last night I was late for the wedding and my dress was ruined. I haven't had a dream about a wedding since I started shooting 3 years ago. The last time I dreamt my camera broke and so after that I started taking a 2nd camera and now i'd be lost without two cameras on my shoulder.
At one wedding, however, my camera did actually break mid ceremony. Complete nightmare (only it was real). Had to work with just the one all evening! I'm actually taking three with me today!