Face 2 Face Friday! 85 lbs difference in these two photos. My life has changed so drastically and for the better since I have started following #weightwatchers ❤️ I am not the wife or mother I use to be. I no longer stay in the truck as I send my husband in for groceries. I no longer sit on the park bench while at the parks with my boys, I actually go down the slides with them and run around after them. I don't stick home in the house on the weekend anymore and do nothing. I try and plan something for both days to be the mom who plans and does stuff with her kids. I love this program and recommend anyone to follow it! I have never once had to deprive myself or give up a food! I still eat carbs and healthy fats ❤️ #wwcanada#smartpoints#weightlossjourney#lovemylife#lovemyself#lovebeingamom#lovebeingawife
I don't live the way i want too, but i Will the best to do, i was crying when i give up, but I'm try and try, if i try again to be smile on my face, Because it's just matter of learning, believing myself.
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All I know is, I am NOT the person I was in that photo on the left. I felt like a prisoner in my own body. I covered myself up in baggy clothes and insecurities ate at me daily. I was lost, I knew nothing about fitness or nutrition.
I am ashamed to admit the way I talked to myself. I hated myself. Thats so sad to admit but its true. I didnt love one part of my body. I never acted like I did, especially in highschool. I abused my body terribly. I treated my body with the upmost disrespect. I have a lot to make up for and a lot of belief systems to change. Shoot I was a mess, a complete mess. Inside and out.
I LOVED my baby I had just had, I LOVED my husband and my family but I did not love me.
What changed everything was almost losing my life and my sons life at birth, realizing no one is guaranteed tomorrow, anything can go wrong in an instant, life can change in a blink of an eye. I better get to work on caring for my body, even if I didnt yet love me I should at least care about my body, I owed myself that, I had just fought through something most women die from, I must have done that for a reason, I must be here for a reason.
I accepted an invitation to a challenge group from my coach and a friend and got to work on my mind set, personal development has changed my whole life. My coach said read The Slight Edge and The Compound Effect, so I did. I learned about nutrition, what to eat, how much, why. I began to know what it meant to love me through this journey instead of pinching my fat and telling myself fat people dont deserve to eat, I actually spoke that way to myself in my head, Im so ashamed to admit that. Why would I speak that way to myself, I would NEVER in a million years say that to someone else, anyone else.
The picture on the right was me this am, I caught myself in the mirror and I was like "DANNNNNNG girl you are getting abs! You've had 2 kids and been 45 pounds heavier than you are now, you had an emergency c section and partial hysterectomy within hours of each other, 8 units of blood transfusions, you amazed the staff at the hospital the day you woke from the ICU and cracked a joke. 🎆>>>>For the rest click my bio and link!