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I want to persevere.
I want the odds stacked up against me,
The doubt.
I don't mind people questioning my abilities,
Or setting up obstacles to make them better.
I need to be told no, 
So i drive for yes.
I have to have a challenge, an impossible, a closed door.
I need a chance to make myself better,
The opportunity.
I need to preserve.
(📸: @eighty.six_ )
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I want to persevere. I want the odds stacked up against me, The doubt. I don't mind people questioning my abilities, Or setting up obstacles to make them better. I need to be told no, So i drive for yes. I have to have a challenge, an impossible, a closed door. I need a chance to make myself better, The opportunity. I need to preserve. (📸: @eighty.six_ ) #aovportraits  #earth_portraits  #writer  #actor  # portraitmood #makeportraits  #pursuitofportraits  #portraitphotography  #aov  #visualsgang  #sony  #vancityhype  #picoftheday  #visualsoflife  #portrait_ig  #naturephotography  #exploretocreate  #sunset  #vscocam  #vsco  #water  #instafocus  #instamood  #instadaily  #followforfollow  #yvr  #vancouver  #beauty  #l4l 
This damsel in distress was nearly devoured by those hungry lions before this valliant knight swooped in and saved her. That was a close one. Thanks to this hero we all get to see more of Arianny Celeste and her courageous savior. ⠀
Nico @nico_warren ⠀
Arianny @ariannyceleste ⠀
📷 #Richellemonaephoto @Richellemonaephoto ⠀
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This damsel in distress was nearly devoured by those hungry lions before this valliant knight swooped in and saved her. That was a close one. Thanks to this hero we all get to see more of Arianny Celeste and her courageous savior. ⠀ Nico @nico_warren ⠀ Arianny @ariannyceleste ⠀ 📷 #Richellemonaephoto  @Richellemonaephoto ⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ .⠀ ⠀ ⠀ #Sexygirl  #repost  #gorgeous  #photoshoot  #absfordays  #hairstylist  #stylist  #besties  #photographer  #photography  #beauty  #picoftheday  #photooftheday  #portraitpage  #pursuitofportraits  #discoverportrait  #rsa_portraits  #ofhumans  #portraitmood  #portraitsociety  #theportraitproject  #bravogreatphoto  #earth_portraits  #myphotoshop_portrait  #editorialphotographer  #fashionphotography  #editorial 
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¡Qué difícil es elegir una sola foto de nuestros pequeñajos! 😍
¡Qué difícil es elegir una sola foto de nuestros pequeñajos! 😍
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Fotografía de @shikaki_naito 
Mua @aiivonphy 
Modelo y fotografía @madame_mithrill
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De mi segundo shooting en Barcelona 🐚.
Fotografía de @monimonisv 💙💙💙
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🌻🌻🌻 Fotografía de @shikaki_naito Mua @aiivonphy Modelo y fotografía @madame_mithrill . . . . . . . De mi segundo shooting en Barcelona 🐚. Fotografía de @monimonisv 💙💙💙 . . . . . . #Portrait_vision  #aovportrait  #portraitpage  #featurecreature  #folkportraits  #featurepalette  #discoverportrait  #theportraitpr0ject  #artofportrait  #portraitsfromtheworld  #sombrebeings  #portrait  #altmodel  #sunflower  #makeportrait  #quietthechaos  #artofvisuals  #thecreatorclass  #summer  #postthepeople  #earth_portraits  #visualauthority  #exploretocreate  #bravoportraits  #featureme  #spain_photographs 
a dreamer
a dreamer
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Grimes tiene una doppelgänger y es @urtura ❤️ #babyface
Grimes tiene una doppelgänger y es @urtura ❤️ #babyface 
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Being born is the first time I did something for the last time and dying will be the last time I do something for the first time • Jacquelyn @jaactaylor
Being born is the first time I did something for the last time and dying will be the last time I do something for the first time • Jacquelyn @jaactaylor
Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
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@hinfluencercollective #creativesontherise #imonthehub
Eyes wide shut 🎆

There's nothing in life that beats a beautiful sunset and your loved friend @areti_zisi posing for you to capture the moment. I love the sky and I love you. 
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Eyes wide shut 🎆 There's nothing in life that beats a beautiful sunset and your loved friend @areti_zisi posing for you to capture the moment. I love the sky and I love you. #people  #person  #igersgreece  #igers_greece  #kdpeoplegallery  #portraitmood  #greece  #sony  #streetphotography  #ae_greece  #ig_greece  #hypedshots  #roof  #sunset  #peopleinframe  #portraitpage  #vsco  #sunset_madness  #skyporn  #athens  #kings_greece  #50mm  #majestic_people  #bns_greece  #bns_sunset  #bns_portrait  #earth_portraits  #aovportraits  #portrait_ig  #portrait 
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positive thinking
positive thinking
Losing myself in thoughts
@haleymaiphoto
Losing myself in thoughts @haleymaiphoto
آن‌چه را عاشقانه دوست می‌داری،
بیاب،
و بگذار تو را بکُشد. 
بگذار خالی‌ات کند،
از هرچه هستی.
بگذار بر شانه‌هایت بچسبد،
سنگینت کند،
به سوی یک پوچی تدریجی.
بگذار بکشدت
و باقیمانده‌ات را ببلعد.
زیرا هر چیزی تو را خواهد کشت،
دیر یا زود.
اما چه بهتر که آن‌چه دوست می‌داری،
بکشدت.

#چارلز_بوکفسکی
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Photo: @thedonnayasii 
Model: @__.y.s.m.__
آن‌چه را عاشقانه دوست می‌داری، بیاب، و بگذار تو را بکُشد. بگذار خالی‌ات کند، از هرچه هستی. بگذار بر شانه‌هایت بچسبد، سنگینت کند، به سوی یک پوچی تدریجی. بگذار بکشدت و باقیمانده‌ات را ببلعد. زیرا هر چیزی تو را خواهد کشت، دیر یا زود. اما چه بهتر که آن‌چه دوست می‌داری، بکشدت. #چارلز_بوکفسکی  ------ Photo: @thedonnayasii Model: @__.y.s.m.__
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...Иногда хочется подписать красиво фотографию. Но идей нет , так что просто многоточие ...
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...Иногда хочется подписать красиво фотографию. Но идей нет , так что просто многоточие ... • • • • • • • • #cute  #redhair  #model  #модель  #photography  #фотограф  #portrait  #redhair  #blueeyes  #рыжая  #portraitmood  #portraitvision  #portrait_vision  #portraitstream  #moodyports  #portraitpage  #portraitgames  #kdpeoplegallery  #earth_portraits  #folkportraits  #portraitsociety  #majestic_people  #igpodium_portraits  #theportraitpr0ject  #vsco  #portrait_perfection  #proimaging  #bravogreatphoto 
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"What you do when no one is looking... that's who you're"
"What you do when no one is looking... that's who you're"
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دوست کیست؟
شخص عجیبی نیست، 
با دیدنش حالت خوب میشود،
 حتی اگر سالها ندیده باشی اش،
 با خنده اش، دلت میخندد حتی اگر فقط خنده اش را از پس عکس دیده باشی. دوستی با هزاران سال معاشرت ممکن است رخ ندهد و گاهی فقط با یک رودرروئی و مرور خاطرات خودش را تحمیل میکند.

قرار نیست کار خاصی کرده باشد، میتواند در همین فضای مجازی باشد و حالت را خوب کند. دوستی یعنی احساست خوب شود وقتی احساس کنی هنوز احساسش در رگ های زمان جاریست.
باشیم که بودنمان برای برخی همین حس را دارد، 
حس "دوست"

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. دوست کیست؟ شخص عجیبی نیست، با دیدنش حالت خوب میشود، حتی اگر سالها ندیده باشی اش، با خنده اش، دلت میخندد حتی اگر فقط خنده اش را از پس عکس دیده باشی. دوستی با هزاران سال معاشرت ممکن است رخ ندهد و گاهی فقط با یک رودرروئی و مرور خاطرات خودش را تحمیل میکند. قرار نیست کار خاصی کرده باشد، میتواند در همین فضای مجازی باشد و حالت را خوب کند. دوستی یعنی احساست خوب شود وقتی احساس کنی هنوز احساسش در رگ های زمان جاریست. باشیم که بودنمان برای برخی همین حس را دارد، حس "دوست" #ای_لیا  #bravogreat_photo  #pic_poem_ax_honari  #topcaptures  #globe_people  #portrait_vision  #project_uno  #portraitpage  #thstreet_life  #photoaxgram_ttak_30_tistgahe_honar  #Pic_firik  #portraitpage  #Exploremore  #portraitgames  #ourmoody_days  #visualambassadors  #bleachmyfilm  #earth_portraits  #humanedge  #moody_ports  #portraitsfromtheworld  ttshotzdelight #portrait_folk_t_depthobsessed  #vscoportrait  #the_portraitproject_tthonar_cheshm  #honar_doostan 
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CONGRATULATIONS to the very talented Photographer 🌟@kerrentonsnow🌟 Model 🌟@-🌟 for this amazing capture! ----->>>> Well deserved!🏅🥇👏👏👏👏
Please keep bringing your beautiful work to the world and our eyes 😁😍 ⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️ Please tap that blue "F" word on the top right! ❤
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CONGRATULATIONS to the very talented Photographer 🌟@kerrentonsnow🌟 Model 🌟@-🌟 for this amazing capture! ----->>>> Well deserved!🏅🥇👏👏👏👏 Please keep bringing your beautiful work to the world and our eyes 😁😍 ⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️ Please tap that blue "F" word on the top right! ❤ ______________________________________________________ Help us build an amazing community!! 🌟🌟Please follow us and tag #worldwideportrait_  for a chance to be featured🌟🌟 ______________________________________________________ #modeling  #portrait  #portraits  #moodygrams  #portraits_ig  #moodyports  #life_portraits  #portrait_star  #makeportrait  #beautiful  #handsome  #portraitgames  #portrait_perfection  #creativity  #imagination  #portraitphotography  #portraits_shots  #earth_portraits  #hvmansouls  #nikonphotography  #canonphotography  #majestic_people  #fabulousshot  #s4s  #shoutout4shoutout 
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Orange is the new black #behindbars
Ghost stories.
Ghost stories.
We the mortals touch the metals,
the wind, the ocean shores, the stones,
knowing they will go on, inert or burning,
and I was discovering, naming all the these things:
it was my destiny to love and say goodbye.
-Pablo Neruda .
Took this a long time ago.
Would you want to see a before and after of this one? Comment 👑 if you would!
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We the mortals touch the metals, the wind, the ocean shores, the stones, knowing they will go on, inert or burning, and I was discovering, naming all the these things: it was my destiny to love and say goodbye. -Pablo Neruda . Took this a long time ago. Would you want to see a before and after of this one? Comment 👑 if you would! . #india_portraits  #ig_worldclub  #portraitpage  #portraitfestival  #portraitsociety  #portraitsofindia  #earth_portraits  #portrait_shots  #portraits_life  #portraits_life  #PortraitsMag  #folkportraits  #portraitmood  #pursuitofportraits  #PortraitVision  #igpodium_portraits  #ig_portraitworld  #theuncommonbox  #PortraitGames  #theportraitpr0ject  #creativeimagemagazine  #mysimpleclick  #top_portraits  #excellent_portraits  #indianphotographersclub  #indiashutterbugs  #ig_myshot  #thehub_portraits 
Funtimes & Slakthuset. 😎🌆🎶
Funtimes & Slakthuset. 😎🌆🎶
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Believe in what you are doing. Don't wait for the world coming to you, just do it and fail. Fail again and fail better. Because every fail will make you better and shape you. The past shaped you to the person who you are now. Because to fail should make you happy, because you are able to never do this fail again and getting better. So, just do it… w || @evepowell_
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Believe in what you are doing. Don't wait for the world coming to you, just do it and fail. Fail again and fail better. Because every fail will make you better and shape you. The past shaped you to the person who you are now. Because to fail should make you happy, because you are able to never do this fail again and getting better. So, just do it… w || @evepowell_ *** #quietthechaos  #ofhumans  #waitingontheworld  #l0tsabraids  #folkportraits  #portraitmood  #earth_portraits  #portraitpage  #of2humans  #seekingthestars  #vsco  #waitingontheworld  #expofilm  #filmpalette  #beautifuldestinations  #minga  #089  #munich  #münchen  #lifestyle  #hipster  #oldschool  #urban  #sigma  #sigmaart  #canon  # fotografie #fotograf  #stadt  #toru_photo 
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DOF | Geometry | Bokeh
Depth Obsessed Portraits
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So guys, let's try this again! .
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Comment something about the person that commented before you!! This is a way we can find new people, show love to ones we have never seen, and just engage in such a different way!! LET'S GO!!!
So guys, let's try this again! . . Comment something about the person that commented before you!! This is a way we can find new people, show love to ones we have never seen, and just engage in such a different way!! LET'S GO!!!
shooting at @lumenstudiobochum with the amazing @jana_ambrose 🔥 make up by @margarita_von_friesen and lingerie by @vonmontgomeryfashion // #faceobsessed #portraitphotography #femalemodel #girlswithtattoos #portraitmood #lingerie
"Every night my dream's the same,
Same old city with a different name.
They're not coming to take me away,
I don't know why, but I know I can't stay." Keep The Car Running | Arcade Fire 📷: @stephjianni
🎼Lyrics suggested by: @justmerlin

Leave your favorite song lyrics below and I'll feature them in future posts!! ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• @heatedtones @ig.tones @creativetones_ @venturegrams @acreativevisual @heatedports @moodyports @moody.film #folkgood #livefolk #folkvibe #visualsoflife #earth_portraits #moodyfilm #moodyports #moodygrams #lightroommasters #acreativevisual #igtones #venturegrams #pursuitofportraits #expofilm #visualsoflife #acreativevisual #socality #shotzdelight @ourmoodydays
"Every night my dream's the same, Same old city with a different name. They're not coming to take me away, I don't know why, but I know I can't stay." Keep The Car Running | Arcade Fire 📷: @stephjianni 🎼Lyrics suggested by: @justmerlin Leave your favorite song lyrics below and I'll feature them in future posts!! ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• @heatedtones @ig.tones @creativetones_ @venturegrams @acreativevisual @heatedports @moodyports @moody.film #folkgood  #livefolk  #folkvibe  #visualsoflife  #earth_portraits  #moodyfilm  #moodyports  #moodygrams  #lightroommasters  #acreativevisual  #igtones  #venturegrams  #pursuitofportraits  #expofilm  #visualsoflife  #acreativevisual  #socality  #shotzdelight  @ourmoodydays
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Happy Thursday!!! Here's a ginger reminder to be carefree. Don't worry about what that mean girl said. Don't worry about that boy who won't text you back. Remember you are worth it and worthy of love!! Ok bye have a good day
Happy Thursday!!! Here's a ginger reminder to be carefree. Don't worry about what that mean girl said. Don't worry about that boy who won't text you back. Remember you are worth it and worthy of love!! Ok bye have a good day
She never looked nice. 
She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; 
it was supposed to make you feel something.
- Rainbow Rowell

A quote that inspired the look and feel of @xiokat's AW17 line. Expect a full editorial coming to the blog next week! (or sooner if I am feelin it 😏)
She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something. - Rainbow Rowell A quote that inspired the look and feel of @xiokat's AW17 line. Expect a full editorial coming to the blog next week! (or sooner if I am feelin it 😏)
The Last Light 🏔
The Last Light 🏔
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The next #bwp_theme_11 feature is a great perspective on signage by @thewaz89. Make sure you visit Joe's page. 
Keep tagging #bnw_philly to be featured and spread the word about the great black and white photography. .
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The next #bwp_theme_11  feature is a great perspective on signage by @thewaz89. Make sure you visit Joe's page. Keep tagging #bnw_philly  to be featured and spread the word about the great black and white photography. . . . #igers_philly  #phillyunknown  #phillyprimeshots  #215shooters  #way2ill  #portradelphia  #portrait  #portraits_mf  #portrait_page  #moodyports  #postthepeople  #makeportraits  #1000moreportraits  #portraitgods  #pursuitofportraits  #portraits  #portraiture  #aovportrait  #rsa_potraits  #theportraitpr0ject  #earth_portraits  #portrait_vision  #bnw_society  #bnw_captures  #top_bnw  #bnw_rose  #discoverportrait 
My mind is a dark place. One of the biggest reasons why I shoot is because it saved my life. I don't like sharing intimate details of my life but about 2 years ago I came very close to suicide. I had planned to just jump off of a building.

Not because I was sad or upset about my past.. I grew up in an extremely abusive household, beaten with all kinds of things (hammers, baseball bats, fists, etc), spent every day being told I was nothing/worthless, there was no freedom and no escape. I've watched the person who raised me burn my Christmas presents from friends, put a knife to my neck on my birthday... Etc. It sucked. Alot.

My only defense was to feel nothing. When the beatings came, when the harsh words came, i forced myself to not feel it. I wore that mask until I couldn't distinguish between any two feelings and everything blended into eachother. It all became nothing.

I didn't know how to connect with other human beings, I didn't care about anything, I felt nothing all the time. That's why I wanted it to end. The worst part was that im an extrovert, so I surrounded myself with people and went to all kinds of events. I had fun and it meant nothing. Imagine looking at your closest friends and feeling nothing for them.. Your younger siblings and feeling for them the way you feel for a random stranger you'll never see again. Every kiss, every touch, meaningless. No family, friends you dont care about, moments that didn't matter... I felt very alone.

Photography to me is a means to understand emotions. To be able to create emotions and feelings in a photo that I cant feel, in the hopes that maybe I can feel it someday. I do this and push myself as much as I can because I don't want anyone else to feel how I felt or didn't feel. I want to show people that you can be great at something, even when you feel like you're worthless. That you can find the light if you choose to keep walking through the shadows.

Hopefully, through this you can understand my work better and some of my motivations. Hopefully if you feel the same way I feel, it'll give you a reason to keep trying. I believe in you all. Thanks for reading.
My mind is a dark place. One of the biggest reasons why I shoot is because it saved my life. I don't like sharing intimate details of my life but about 2 years ago I came very close to suicide. I had planned to just jump off of a building. Not because I was sad or upset about my past.. I grew up in an extremely abusive household, beaten with all kinds of things (hammers, baseball bats, fists, etc), spent every day being told I was nothing/worthless, there was no freedom and no escape. I've watched the person who raised me burn my Christmas presents from friends, put a knife to my neck on my birthday... Etc. It sucked. Alot. My only defense was to feel nothing. When the beatings came, when the harsh words came, i forced myself to not feel it. I wore that mask until I couldn't distinguish between any two feelings and everything blended into eachother. It all became nothing. I didn't know how to connect with other human beings, I didn't care about anything, I felt nothing all the time. That's why I wanted it to end. The worst part was that im an extrovert, so I surrounded myself with people and went to all kinds of events. I had fun and it meant nothing. Imagine looking at your closest friends and feeling nothing for them.. Your younger siblings and feeling for them the way you feel for a random stranger you'll never see again. Every kiss, every touch, meaningless. No family, friends you dont care about, moments that didn't matter... I felt very alone. Photography to me is a means to understand emotions. To be able to create emotions and feelings in a photo that I cant feel, in the hopes that maybe I can feel it someday. I do this and push myself as much as I can because I don't want anyone else to feel how I felt or didn't feel. I want to show people that you can be great at something, even when you feel like you're worthless. That you can find the light if you choose to keep walking through the shadows. Hopefully, through this you can understand my work better and some of my motivations. Hopefully if you feel the same way I feel, it'll give you a reason to keep trying. I believe in you all. Thanks for reading.
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Getting inked.
Getting inked.
today, the cool guy who sells newspapers ✨✨ #milan streets #streetstyle 
Good evening ✨ Iyi geceler ✨

model 👉🏻 Carlo
today, the cool guy who sells newspapers ✨✨ #milan  streets #streetstyle  Good evening ✨ Iyi geceler ✨ model 👉🏻 Carlo
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I love stormy days 🖤🖤
I love stormy days 🖤🖤
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کاش می‌توانستم جلوی فکر کردنم را بگیرم! سعی می‌کنم. موفق می‌شوم، انگار کله ام پر از دود می‌شود، و باز از سر گرفته می‌شود، "دود… فکر نکنم… نمی‌خواهم فکر کنم… فکر می‌کنم که نمی‌خواهم فکر کنم... نباید به این فکر کنم که نمی‌خواهم فکر کنم. چون این هم باز یک جور فکر است." پس هیچوقت تمامی ندارد! .
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#top_portraits #topcaptures #earth_portraits #portaitpage #top_caption #tehranart #o#tehrantoday #tehranpic #tehran #pic_poem #portraits #top_10_pics_of_the_week #portrait_ig #portraitmood #portraitphotography #portaitpage #portraitsmag #portrait_perfection #portraitmood #portrait_vision #aksiine #ax_matn #akasbashi #akas_khoone #ax_ir #ax_baran #ax_khane #ax_honari
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کاش می‌توانستم جلوی فکر کردنم را بگیرم! سعی می‌کنم. موفق می‌شوم، انگار کله ام پر از دود می‌شود، و باز از سر گرفته می‌شود، "دود… فکر نکنم… نمی‌خواهم فکر کنم… فکر می‌کنم که نمی‌خواهم فکر کنم... نباید به این فکر کنم که نمی‌خواهم فکر کنم. چون این هم باز یک جور فکر است." پس هیچوقت تمامی ندارد! .
#ژان_پل_سارتر  . #top_portraits  #topcaptures  #earth_portraits  #portaitpage  #top_caption  #tehranart  #o #tehrantoday  #tehranpic  #tehran  #pic_poem  #portraits  #top_10_pics_of_the_week  #portrait_ig  #portraitmood  #portraitphotography  #portaitpage  #portraitsmag  #portrait_perfection  #portraitmood  #portrait_vision  #aksiine  #ax_matn  #akasbashi  #akas_khoone  #ax_ir  #ax_baran  #ax_khane  #ax_honari